I am not enough for anyone am I?

I’m not enough for anyone am I? Being me is not enough. Because when I’m authentic I get nothing. And when I try to change to suit someone else I get nothing. And when I’m apathetic and let myself be shallowly cut hundreds of times I get nothing. And when I cry out in pain at one cut I get nothing. And when I lavish my love I get nothing. And when I force myself to hold back I get nothing. And when I dress up I get nothing. And when I dress down I get nothing. And when I’m warm, nothing. Cold, nothing. Soft, nothing. Hard, nothing. Happy, nothing. Sad….terrified….angry….lonely….hurt….And no matter what I have ever done. What I’ve ever been. Who I’ve ever been… I have wound up with nothing because there is nothing I can do to please anyone anymore.

I am not enough for anyone am I?

Have anyone told you that you are not enough? Have you been criticized harshly that you think you are not worth it to anyone? In life, there are many types of people. You would meet the good, bad, depressing, nerds and even averages. These people are the ones who give you experience and lessons. They would try to hurt you and leave scars that cannot be treated. No matter where we go, what we do and what we faced, we must stay strong and persevere. In life, there is a need to act and lie, so you can get some perks. If we don't, we might suffer.

Life is like a game, there is always a loser and winner at the end of the game.