Disappointed

Hello readers,

I did not write any post last week due to hectic schedule and National Day where Singapore turned 49 years old. Quite an achievement right? However, there are some things which I am currently disappointed with.

For the past few weeks, I have been feeling slightly grumpy over nothing or sometimes over a particular matter which I think could have been done better. I was disappointed in how my examinations turned out as school did not gave us, students some time to cope with a new chapter or topic which was only taught a few weeks ago. I know people will say, "You should use your free time and work hard" but does it work? Even if I had a free time, does it helped achieve an aim? I wondered.

Another thing which I was disappointed with was regarding about CCA. CCA has always been an engaging, fun learning activity after school and for nearly 3 years, I have been putting in my best for every performances and practices. However, with the new teachers and students management, I can say it was horrible. Firstly, the leaders were treating members unequally. Secondly, due to the fact there is a vice-chairperson in my section, there are miscommunication issues between members including myself. Lastly, the teachers, especially the woman (I won't revealed her name), had been neglecting the CCA for quite some time now. The woman even became part of the Student Council committee and I am annoyed by it.

Today I had my Nanyang Polytechnic K-Attack Concert rehearsal from 4pm to 10pm and I was utterly pissed off wifh the actions the people took. We came to NYP as early as 4.25pm and guess what? The people told us to have your dinner and the break lasted from 4.50pm to 5.50pm which was an hour. I even received my new CO t-shirt and I was disappointed in the spelling of the name. Prior to receiving the shirt, I wrote my name, Crissie clearly on the paper and in return, I got my t-shirt with name spelled as Crisse. I was also disappointed because I paid $12.50 for the shirt and that was what I got: A name which was never fucking checked. I hope to receive the new, replaced t-shirt soon since I have to wear the wrong one tomorrow for K-Attack Concert.

Besides the price and the shirt, I am also super pissed off with how the Nanyang Polytechnic AVA crew handled the situation. They took my Sheng unknowingly and replaced one of theirs with mine throughout the rehearsal. Besides using my Sheng, two boys from different schools have been using my instrument with no idea that does not belonged to NYP. Good life, right?

I hope the situation or events can be much better and happier than it is now...